I decided. I do not want him.
Above all of my roller coaster emotional disorder, my unawareness being, my self-centered side. No.. I do not want him.
Rewinding , Repeating , and Pausing are not a good mixture of how this works.
So if you're reading this (no chance he'll be reading this)..
Yes, I do ungfrú þú svo mikill..
and No, I will not fá yfir þú..
You knew the other side of me. I knew you understand me.
..þú einn af the bestur hlutur þessi had alltaf koma fyrir mig. já í minn líf...



I guess case closed.

O shit.
I met him.
I actually hanging out with him for the whole night. Well not actually.
But yes.
We met
after a year ..
We met.
We met.
We met! Shit We Actually MET!
What
was on
his mind at that night ?
Did he think
about
my ugly frigin zit
on my forehead ?
Did I look Okay ?
Did I ?
No
I have a friggin Zit on my forehead.
Yes
A friggin mini Zit.
A hyperbolism?
No. Yes. No ?
Chill?
I can't Chill!
Chillaxx they said.
No! I can't.
It's been a year. A year.. A fuckin 1 year.
and a zit.
I'm playing dead now. Uhhuh. I'm dead.

so
yeah
I
heard.
is
that
true?

r
u
in love
with
her?

it's
been
a
year.
I
shouldn't
be
asking
this.

I
feel so
stupid.

But
why
is
my
heart
beating
so
fast?
so fast..
it
hurts.

r
u
in love?

mm..
better
put them
into
letters.
a
long
one.

so am I that forgettable?